My amazing Comeback

So tonight i went to the races with Brennan, Wyatt and Kathleen which was so much fun, i felt useless at times, because i wasn’t able to do much, but i did help where ever i could. I even surprised myself and picked up a tire and loaded it into the trailer. On our way home, Brennan was doing something he knew bugged the crap out of me, and i for once in my life had a wonderfully snappy comment :)

Brennan: *driving me nutz*

Breanna: *gives him a stern ‘stop it’ look *

Brennan: *chuckles* I don’t even have to look at you i know you’re giving me that look. I can feel it burning

Breanna: No you can’t, gingers don\t have souls remember

And thats where Brennan got all huffy and mad, and i sat there laughing hysterically, he isn’t really that much of a ginger, but it makes him mad cause people say it all the time, but he knows i was only joking.

3 days ago  /  1 note

Sunday Dinners

Around my house Sunday dinners are expected every week, my sister, her husband and the baby come over as well as my two nannies, and my boyfriend, sometimes aunts, uncles and cousins get thrown into the crazy mix but that makes it even better.

Today was a beautiful day outside, and we took advantage of it spending most of the day outside playing cards, cooking on the BBQ, and going for a walk with the Baby.

Family is a huge part of who I am, and that is something that won’t ever change

2 weeks ago  /  0 notes

Procrastination

Procrastination is one of the many flaws I possess

With an exam in less then twelve hours i find myself watching Bones on netflix. This afternoon, I bakes, painted my nails, and found any and every possible excuse not to study…

Why I procrastinate is a mystery to me, maybe its because I am so afraid of failure, I find ways to distract myself from focusing on the subject to avoid the inevitable panic that follows. Even though I know it’s an inevitable vicious circle, procrastinating to study leads to a panic when I do try and study thus preventing me to focus.

With two years of university left; i’ve got to learn to stop fearing i’m going to fail and just focus…

Wish me luck

1 month ago  /  0 notes

Well what could go wrong…

I’ve decided to try my hand at this blogging business, its a like a diary with a comment section, that’s open to the world… Writing out my problems has always been my go to source for a solution to any problem, so why not try it now. Also it is my best form of procrastination and with exams looming around the corner, well here I am!

 I have by some miracle, managed to find the guy of my dreams. He is handsome, makes me laugh, is a gentleman, and my family absolutely adores him, and to top it all off, is absolutely wonderful with my nephew, for never having been around babies, he is wonderful with Noah. Everything is going fantastic, and we laugh and have a good time, and it scares the hell out of me!

I have found myself thinking of the future WAY too often, i daydream about the house, the cars (Brennan is a Diesel Mechanic, cars are often a topic of conversation) and maybe even some adorable little kids.

We talk about the future all the time, we joke about how many kids we want - he wants 1 or 2 (being an only child makes him think 2 is a lot) and I want at least 4, growing up in a big family I want a lot of kids , take last night for example we were talking about getting married, and where we want to move, currently residing in St Andrews, with his entire family on the same concession  he wants to move closer to Ottawa because he wants me to work at CHEO, the fact that he can see that drive in me, and is willing to move away from good ol st Andrews is wonderful and terrifying. I love him with all my heart, and he isn’t shy to say he loves me back. i’m paranoid that i’m going to do something to screw it up, because let’s face it relationships don’t turn out perfect for me…

We’ll have to see where this goes, hopefully it has a happy ending…

1 month ago  /  0 notes